what do i do?

[prairiemama]

I can't seem to fall asleep anymore. I tried for 2 hours last night and again today I have been lying in bed for an hour or more trying to fall asleep and I can't when I am desperately exhausted. I don't know what to do about this, I need sleep so badly but I can't sleep and it's not like I can take benadryl or something.

Last night I was so tired I was basically incoherent and crazy and it was good I wasn't operating heavy machinery. We had another horrible night with Robin and I had a window of opportunity for a nap that has been blown and I don't know if I will make it through the afternoon. I am so sick of being in a constant state of crisis and omg what will I do, I can't fucking stand it anymore.

Comments

[lolacat.livejournal.com]

thank you thank you! hey, you're the pregnantest you've ever been!

[thesaturdaygirl.livejournal.com]

haha, i've been saying that all day but it's not quite true -- if this was wren's pregnancy i would have just gone into labor now and would be pregnant for another seven hours. :P

[lolacat.livejournal.com]

theoretically it could happen ;)... I remember passing that moment with my pregnancy with Holly and being like I CAN'T BELIEVE I GAVE BIRTH SO EARLY! ;)

[thesaturdaygirl.livejournal.com]

i am just feeling vindicated that my intuition was right this time since it was SO OFF last time. technically i am as of 7pm officially right that this baby isn't in as much as a rush as wren was. lol!

(but yeah it wasn't hard to have that intuition considering, uh, wren came kind of very early. at least, earlier than any other kids i know "personally." my odds betting that this one would come later were kind of good and not rocket science, iykwim)